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Psalm 38
gives us a psalmist in a low spot in their life. Clearly the psalmist is feeling attacked,
perhaps entrapped, and certainly a bit on the helpless side. In the midst of his pain, the psalmist asked
not to be rebuked by God.
I’m not sure
about anyone else, but I’ve been there.
I know the feeling well when something goes wrong and I realize my
mistakes. There is a sense of
hopelessness when I recognize just how poorly I’ve acted or spoken. Sometimes the feeling comes when I’ve been
selfish and evil; sometimes those feelings come when I’ve been clueless about
what I’ve been doing. This feeling can
come when I have been both intentionally and unintentionally involved in wrongdoing.
In that
context, there is something I love about what the psalmist never does. He never makes excuses. He never tries to deny his involvement. He never tries to pin it off on someone else
and give away the blame. The psalmist looks
to God and acknowledges his wrongdoing. He
owns that his unhealthy life is due to his own sin. He acknowledges that he is drowning in his
own iniquities. He confesses his sin.
This is
maturity in action. Everyone makes
mistakes; some mistakes are intentional and others are not. Everyone has sin in their life. Everyone gets caught. How we recognize maturity is when someone
owns their error instead of trying to circumvent it. That is what this psalm has for us today.
We can’t
possibly know the whole context of the psalms and why they were written. Psalm 39 seems to be about a time when David
said something he shouldn’t have. Now he
is dealing with the consequences of his indiscretion.
What is the error
about which David is guilty? He tried to
hold his tongue, but as he did his anger got the best of him. In his anger, he lashed out with his
tongue. He said something he shouldn’t
have said. Now he is paying the price
for it, because his enemies have gathered around. As with the earlier psalm, I know that
feeling, too.
Look at when
the knowledge of his sin takes David.
David tells the Lord that his hope is in Him. Redemption lies with God. There’s no need to hide from our sin or place
the blame on other people. The reality
is that the quickest way through our sin and into restoration is through acknowledgement
and ownership of our misdeeds and turning to the Lord for redemption. Our hope is in the Lord, not ourselves! When we try to blame other people or try to
hide from our sin, all we do is run from the possibility of redemption!
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