Struggling
Ezra 9 is
a tough chapter. It is a difficult
chapter for two reasons. First, it is
difficult to read. There is no action
here. Ezra discovers sin and prays to
God. It is a chapter of conversation and
theology, which makes it hard to read and understand. Second, it is hard to read because it is a
chapter that should cause deep and internal probing. It is a chapter that once understood it will
cause us to enter into a period of deep introspection.
A Godly Pattern
So let’s
begin where the chapter begins. Ezra
hears the news: the people are intermarrying with the native inhabitants. Their hearts are turning away from God. Before long their hearts will follow their
spouses into the religions of the Canaanites and all the other native
inhabitants. Before long, the Hebrew
nation will be back where it was before the Assyrian captivity. Ezra tears his clothes and weeps, because He
knows what is going on. It seems like
such a sad moment after so much joy in this book of the Bible.
But let’s
stop here for a second and go one step back.
The fact that Ezra is able to be in this place is actually a good
thing. Look at the flow of this
book. The people return to the
land. The Temple is rebuilt. Worship begins anew. A man of God comes into their midst and
begins teaching. Sin is exposed. {Imagine
that, right? A teacher of God comes into
our midst and sin is exposed! It’s a
natural consequence to the Word of God coming into our life.}
This is
inherently a good thing! Even though the
last step in that chain is a dark one, the chain itself is a wonderful
chain! It is good to build people up to
a point of desiring a greater place of worship!
But we must understand that a necessary step in that process is this
step where sinfulness is exposed. All of
us who have ever returned from a point in our life of captivity under sin have
had to come to a point where our sin is exposed. It is a natural part of the process – it is a
good part of the process. It may not be
particularly enjoyable, but it is a good part of the process!
At the
same time, it is important to understand that the process as I listed it above
is not the complete process. Exposure of
sin must bring about one final step. It
is a step in which we must make a choice. Up until now God was doing all the work and making
all the earlier steps possible. God
makes it possible to return to His Promised Land. God
makes it possible for the temple to be rebuilt out of the consequences of our
sinful corruption. {For us in the
Christian era the temple is our being.} God makes it possible to worship
Him. God makes it possible for His ways
to be taught among us. God exposes our
sin. Then we hit the one step that is
under our control: respond.
The Response
How do we
respond? Well, that is what ultimately
will determine whether or not the process is a good process or a tragic
process. If we respond by hearing our
sinfulness and repenting of it, then it is a great process! If we respond in rebellion and refuse to
repent of our sinfulness, then it is still a good process but it has a tragic
end. It is still a good process because
God’s hand was at work. It is tragic if
we don’t respond to God’s hand at work.
But you
will notice something about the response.
It doesn’t only involve confession.
It is not enough for the people of the land to say, “Yup, we screwed
up. Sorry, God.” No, they have to make it right. They have to fix the consequences of their
sin. In fact, they have to put away
their sin. They have to put away their
foreign spouses. Trust, me, there isn’t
much of a bigger life altering repentance than what this chapter suggests.
I imagine
it quite literally went something like this.
Ezra’s teaching is that the people need to say to their spouses: “Either
you become Jewish and follow my God with all your heart or this marriage is
over.” That’s pretty blunt, but that is
pretty much what this chapter is suggesting.
Please
don’t hear me saying that this is my Christian advice for marriage. I believe that there are several places in
Paul’s writings especially that talk about being loyal to non-Christian spouses
in hopes of winning them back to Christ.
I think that point has a very valid place in this conversation if we are
solely talking about this chapter as it pertains to marriage. {See 1
Corinthians 7, for example.}
But in
more general terms, I am saying that this is great advice when it comes to
dealing with sin. There is no place in
our life for “entertaining sin.” The
true disciple of God doesn’t say, “I’ll follow God, but I’m going to keep this
sinful dynamic of my life around over here and hope that I’ll learn how to
redeem it for God. Because you know
what? Sin cannot be made righteous! Sin can only be tacked to the cross and
abandoned. Those who sin can be made
righteous and forgiven, but in doing so we are called away from our
sinfulness. That, I believe, is the
point of Ezra’s prayer and his interaction with the people.
Once more
I find myself repeating a truth that I tend to forget. Becoming a follower of Christ is about
becoming the person God wants me to be.
I often want my faith to lead me to a place where I can be a
Christianized version of me still doing the things I want to do. Following God is about abandoning sin, not
manipulating God’s forgiveness so I can embrace it.
What can
we learn from this chapter? God’s
process in our life is good, but it is also often painful. God leads us to crossroads of
repentance. But it is up to us to decide
if we are going to follow the sin and abandon God or if we are going to follow
God and abandon sin. In either case, we
cannot think we can follow God and keep sin around. Those paths diverge at the point of
repentance.
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